Morning its 8.30am this WORLD.
Fights have already started. James' ipad has decided to shit itself.... thanks ipad. So I am trying to negotiate the toddler giving hers to James. meh
The day will get better, I know it will.
When James is going through some stuff (I don't know whats going on at the moment) his speech goes and he grunts and screams for the things he wants. That really hits my nerves. Grunting.
Had a fairly restful sleep last night... until 4am when James' Bailey bath toy decided to WAIL like a WHALE from the bathroom. Its a little uneasy when toys go off in the night. We have floorboards too and they often are creaking at the same time. Spooky.
I am feeling a little like the Christmas grinch the last few days. I think it is because I am having a hard time with James and I can't yet see the light. I know that will shift when my parents arrive from Tasmania tomorrow. I am really looking forward to having my Christmas traditions this year with my family. Mum, making me Christmas lunch! whoop whoop.
Well I just walked down the hall to the toilet (by myself) and that stupid Bailey whale toy was singing all by itself again.... I went in the bathroom to take a look, pressed its button and it didn't work. HMMMM I know its probably the batteries dying but I can't help but think its a spirit playing tricks with me. SAGE... time for the SAGE.
Yesterday I posted a really raw take on how I was feeling over on my Instagram. I just had to let it out. I often keep in how I am feeling a lot. Thank you all for you kind words and understanding. You really keep me sane, elevated and moving forward.
I don't really feel like I have much else to contribute today to my little diary BUT you can head over to Source Kids and read the latest blog I wrote.
Here is the link:www.sourcekids.com.au/single-post/2016/12/21/My-sons-sensory-progress-this-year-we-have-a-Christmas-tree
Have a great day,