I have it. Right now. Why?
Because of the unknown. Wednesday will be the first day of early intervention for James for 2017.
From Wednesday James starts back OT, speech therapy, pre school and a special early intervention unit. He has a Monday to Friday schedule as of Wednesday and it's going to be MANIC.
I am anxious about how busy we will be, anxious about how his transition u going to go and anxious about ????... just everything really.
James doesn't eat food. Relies on his formula. Doesn't know when he is hungry and gets so carried away with his playing that he doesn't want to stop for fluid or his needed calories.
This scares me. I am relying on his teachers to pull him up, sit him down and feed him.
I have written a 3 page list of notes for his teachers, have a special fluids and formula bag with directions ready (their request).... I am prepared and organised but I still stress.
These are moments that I put my trust 100% into a stranger. I have to be confident that they won't fail him.
I get a good feeling about 2017...
Bring on Wednesday xx